it’s been a year

It has definitely been a year, a hard one at that. My friends, family and I had several big losses and the grief has been unbearable, almost debilitating. When people go into the new year they have this mantra of ‘new year, new me’. That’s awesome but it has not been my case.

Here is a new year sneaking up on me and things have gotten a little easier in some ways but harder in others. Sad fact is time still passes no matter what you do. I’d love to be excited and motivated again but right now it’s just not the case. Things that are driving me forward is hope, yes its super cheesy. I can be dedicated to the process and go into the new year with a more positive attitude. I used to make resolutions and at best stick with them for three months. I am not making resolutions, I’m making plans. I’m not eliminating things that are ‘bad’ for me but adding experiences that excite me. Maybe the new year will be just as hard but I’m realizing that I can handle it.

I hope everyone had a great holiday and I am truly wishing everyone a Happy New Year!

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