Lately I’ve been feeling really down lately, a lot of things are getting to me that I normally let slide. How long can I sit here analyzing the same issues in my relationships? I wonder if I ask too much for myself and at the same time cringing at the fact that I’m not happy settling for ‘the usual’ … being a doormat, feeling lonely, not having my own voice or giving myself the credit I deserve.
I’ve made a lot of personal progress and I think this why I’m feeling depressed, I’ve moved on emotionally but have not caught up physically. I have one foot in the boat and one firmly planted on the dock … sooner or later I will have to jump with both feet or land in that water but I absolutely can not have it both ways. I have to choose the dock or the boat … both will not work for me.